Shorty's Poems
Changes
Changes can always comeThey never go away
You win some, you lose some
Help me get through this day
My life is starting to change
I've had my ups and downs
Everything is rearranged
All is smiles and frowns
If I could change the way you feel
I'd do it in a heartbeat
It would be nice if that were real
Then I would be complete
Everything feels so new
It is all just so strange
It's so hard to get through
This is what happens with change
I could change my mind if I wanted to
Nothing would be the same
I could turn my mind away from you
That would be such a shame
You may have changed your mind
It was not what I had planned
Hopefully you will come to find
This is more than I can stand
I could turn my back away from you
A change that could ruin me
Maybe I can't take what is already true
Maybe I just can't really see
Then change could lead you back to me
All things could change this way
Then you would be able to see
How much you need to stay
Change is taking over all
It is one thing that will remain
Change will not make me fall
I will be able to take the strain.
It Falls Into Place
It scares me to knowThat what the future holds
Is my destiny
Paths I choose
People I lose
It can be some pleasure cruise
Heartbreaks filled with pain
Mistakes to gain
Tears that pour like rain
Joy brought to me
It's like a dream
Only it's so plain to see
The soul inside
Has realized
What it has missed
I was missing you
In this life of disappointment
Now i know that it is true
I have butterflies
My heart seems to speed up
It's something i can't disguise
It has been hard to feel
These feelings i have felt
For so long, and now everything is right
It falls into place
When you feel that disgrace
Has taken over your life
Damaged Thoughts
What did I doTo make you change your mind
When I found you
I thought you were the perfect find
But now that's changed
As everything does
My life is rearranged
Nothing is the way it was
What can I say
To make you see
That every day
Has been hell for me
I wish I could go back
To the times before
But they've turned black
And have been ignored
What I 'm now feeling
Is indescribable
The pain is not worth dealing
It's undeniable
It hurts a great deal
To know that I'm undeserving
I can't help what I feel
Or what I'm observing
You will never know
Of my experienced pain
There's no way I'll ever let go
And I can't ever explain
It's the unknown wound
That I have had
It won't go anytime soon
For that I am so sad.
Confusion
There is a holeIn the place of my soul
It is dark and deep
Like a place where I would weep
There are no signs
Everything declines
This road I am taking
Makes my heart keep breaking
It hurts so much
Not to feel your touch
To know what is real
Is not easy to feel
This empty place
Is a shallow space
But I can’t let go
Of what I know
It doesn’t matter
If my heart will shatter
It’s all been done
Now you’re on the run
All time has passed
So extremely fast
I don’t know where to turn
I will just have to learn
I will never know
Which way to go
It’s so hard to figure out
I don’t know what it’s all about
The One Who Makes Me Smile
No matter how hard it ripsLove has slipped through my fingertips
It was silent but unsure
I was never really secure
It seemed to drift away
No matter what I tried to say
Love is a mystery
It was never in my history
Love has eluded me
To my heart, you hold the key
Love is confusion at its worst
I never thought it would be this way at first
I wanted it to be true
Though I was unsure about you
Will you just leave me alone?
I thought I would have known
There are so many feelings inside
You are the one I want to be beside
I'be felt this way for the longest while
You're the one who makes me smile.
So in Love With You
I look into your eyesAnd my heartbeat stops
You aren't like other guys
When I see you my heart rate drops
It's amazing how I'm falling for you
It's crazy how I feel
So amazing that I don't know what to do
These feelings I can't reveal
You make my face illuminate
When I talk to you
It's something I can barely await
You have no idea what I'm going through
You always make me smile
Even though you don't know it
You always make my day worthwhile
This is something I can't admit
You are constantly making my day better
No matter what it is you do
No matter if it's earlier or later
I am so in love with you.
A Time to Depart
I've known you for a while.From every conversation came a smile.
Humorous yelling at me when you got mad,
What good memories we have had.
I'd never think you would move away.
My world has suddenly turned gray.
Not having you around to brighten my week,
Makes me become unable to speak.
Getting through this will be tough;
I feel as though I haven't known you long enough.
I will truly miss you a great deal,
I still can't believe that this is real.
I'll still be close though you're not here.
Remembrances are what I'll hold dear.
Life goes on through the hard times,
We all have our obstacles and rought climbs.
We've been through so much this year,
As I look back now through every tear.
You were there for me along the way.
I'm hoping I've said all I've wanted to say.
You've shwon me different things.
You've been amazing, you've been my wings.
No one wants you to leave,
This is too hard for anyone to believe.
This is not the end.
You will always be my friend.
Though you're gone, you're in my heart.
Life is so hard when you need to depart.
Cheerios
Cheerios are so good!Especially honey-nut
They are my favorite food
To eat them, it is a must!!
Cheerios are nutritious
They are good for everyone
They are so delicious
Until there is none
Cheerios are delectable
They're so tasteful
They're so respectable
They shouldn't be wasteful!!!
Cheerios are cool
Cheerios are great
By not eating them, you'd be a fool
They are something everyone should appreciate!!!
F***k You
Your roses are red, mine are black, crying and drooping like a weeping willow in the summer breeze. Your words are disdainful and indiscreet. I sit waiting for your reply but there is none. I am left alone, isolated, excluded from you, and you wanted it that way. Teardrops fall and seem to shatter like pieces of glass, like my broken heart. F*** YOU!! f*** you for all you've done!! f*** you for the price I'LL have to pay!!!! f*** you and I'll get my gun!!! if you don't YOU'RE gunna f***in pay!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!The Shadow
You've fallen into the shadowA shadow cold and gray
And no one knows
What's going to happen today
Afraid of what you feel
Life brings you heartbreak
You can't believe this real
Maybe it's a mistake
Taking time for granted
You don't realize
The pain that you keep held
Is burning inside
The truth is surrounding
What you have done
Your heart keeps on pounding
Now you're on the run
Your heart keeps on crying
You don't know what to do
Though you keep on trying
Will your next move be true?
All things forgiven
No more rejection
It's gotten you driven
To a dead intersection
You don't know where to go
While your life is on the line
Things are going too slow
Nothing is fine
So you sit in the corner
The shadow still in place
You're the typical mourner
In an unhappy space.
Broken
Upset at youUpset at me
You make me want to
Get up and scream
No more phone calls
You've said enough
These constant falls
Are way too tough
The broken glass
Of the picture frame
Is gonna be the last
I'm gonna claim
CHORUS: Everything's broken now
Why don't you tell me how
I'm gonna be just fine?
And why these tears
Are only mine?
And now you take
My life away
What a big mistake
You'll live with everyday
But you don't care
About anyone
Especially me
My life's come to none
CHORUS
I'm not gonna be just fine
These tears are still mine
You don't need to tell me how
Cause everything is broken now
Everything is broken now.
Goodbye to Yesterday
You're wasting your timeLooking at photos
Waiting for the climb
Brought on by tomorrow
Yesterday had nothing but sorrow
You don't want to be here
When it's tomorrow
Yesterday seems like years away
Holding on to something
That isn't even there
You're grasping at nothing
You've been looking everywhere
Who knows what tomorrow may bring
Holding back tears that you know will sting
The years have past and you can't get them back
Your world is dull and the sky is black
This life means nothing to me now
Yesterday was full of hope
Now I've sunk low to the ground
Nothing is left for me here
You can't relive the beautiful years
The kind with love
The kind with fears
You're living in a hole
Full of sorrow and woe
Now it's time to say goodbye to yesterday...
Where Do We Go Now?
Where do we go now?When the future unfolds
How to live, I don't know how
Nothing is yet told
Take your last steps in this place
Hold on to your life
Keep your space
People may cut you like a knife
You can look to the past
It won't be the same
That moment was your last
No more playing life like a game
It doesn't have to be hard
Take the time day by day
It doesn't have to leave you scarred
Somehow we'll find a way
There's a reason for your existence
It's made to keep steady
Don't keep your distance
We'll move forward when we're ready.
Never Will I Cry
You could stab me with the deepest jeerSting me with your cruelty
Drown me in any fear
Never will I cry
Take away my possessions
Treat me like dirt
Laugh at my confessions
Never will I cry
Call me a nobody
Isolate me
I'll still be a somebody
And never will I cry
I may be deceiving
Life is hard at times
Anything is worth achieving
Never will I cry
I am only stronger from words beyond your reach
And all of your vigorous gossip
Anything unkind about me you may preach
Never will I cry.
Raindrops Will Shatter Like Glass
Dark clouds fill a gray skyNow signaling the rain
What a dark and horrid day
A life slipping down the drain
One by one the raindrops fall
Jeweled dewdrops sit upon the grass
The heavy haze seems to float along the air
Raindrops will shatter like glass
Addicted to the cold, wet sensation
So much rain to surpass
Though the sun may break the gloom
Raindrops still shatter like glass
The scent of drear is familiar
Something never to forget
Awareness to which I've grown accustomed
No sun has peeked through yet
Still the raindrops crash
Countless to the touch
Say goodbye to the sun
I won't miss it that much
When I sit alone
When there is still time to pass
When there is nothing to do,
Raindrops will shatter like glass.
A Hopeless Desertion
No feelingsSo cold
The pain is never healing
I've grown so old
Standing by a phone
That's never ringing
I'm so alone
With tears, my eyes are stinging
No one is here
I'm the only one present
Overcome with fear
How was my life spent?
Will I ever know
Why I've grown so deserted?
Did you have to go?
I will never become diverted.
A Cry to the Beloved World
I would give anythingTo begin again
To cry on an angel's wing
A faithless life was back then
I feel as though I am not heard
Cry after every cry
I feel like a lonely bird
Finding a home amidst an endless sky
All I wanted was a simple care
All I received was a sigh
Just hoping that someone will be there
Is not enough from time to time
All who sees is an angel from afar
A merciful being from above
Who erases my vulnerable scars
And answers my cry with love.
A Darker Shade of Gray
I have fallen deeperSunken lower into the ground
Of the gloom, I am a keeper
Immune to having you around
Where are you going?
I may not ever know
Intolerant winds are blowing
Where is the person I knew long ago?
Speak to me with your eyes
Hear me with your heart
Do not wear a false disguise
It will be difficult to depart
I want to know you
The real person inside
The person that I know is true
Not one that's never lied
You are no longer here
You've now drifted away
The day is no longer crystal clear
It has turned to a darker shade of gray.
A Heart of Stone
A heart of stoneSo abandoned and alone
Broken and old
Never to turn gold
Devoted and attentive
Trying to find an incentive
To break free from the world
When my feelings are unfurled
People watching my every move
There is so much left to prove
My identity is mistaken
A life once forsaken
A time to start anew
A time for me, a time for you
A new life about to begin
All of these thoughts come from within.
Who Are You?
Who are you?Behind a face masked with no truth
You are always untrue
You are like a lost youth
Unreliable and a liar
Beneath your false actions
Burning me like fire
What brought me to this attraction?
Lost in your charm
Aroused by your compassion
Would you do me harm?
I thought not, through satisfaction
You must not have cared
Obvious was the game
Vanished is the love we shared
You were so deceiving, it was such a shame.
An Unjust Life
You cannot control the futureIt is not what you can stand
Or what you can endure
It is not what you have planned
Life is a road that's never ending
A winding path of twists and turns
While you wait for the answer pending,
Many overlook your concerns
Your heart is in exile
You'll never feel the same
You hope it may take awhile
Then you wish the day never came
You want your feelings to matter
Even though nothing will change
You may break down and shatter
Your thoughts are strangled and deranged
Stifled in sorrow and doubt
It hurts too much to speak
You're lost for words, you want to shout
Your voice has become too weak
The pain is like a knife in your heart
The more you think the worse you feel
The thought of it is tearing you apart
Life is unfair, unreasonable, and unreal.
The Way I Feel
The way I want to feel completeThe way you move your feet
The way I can feel your eyes upon me
I really want you, baby
The way you look
That unmistaken glance I first took
That's when I knew
I really wanted you.
Maybe I shouldn't pretend
There's such a chill down my spine you send
Everyday is so worthwhile
How can I resist your smile?
I want this to be real
How else can I deal?
Feeling the way I do,
I really wanna be with you.
It might sound like an innocence so sincere
I have butterflies everytime you're near
You may never know it's true,
I really wanna be with you.
Sweet Silence
I walk into a crowded room. People talking, walking around. I hear their voices, a loud, disturbing sound. In another place the silence is resting. In the throng the noise begins infesting. Outside in the trees the robin is nesting. I lie on the ground, my ear to the floor. The moon stands outside the window, smiling in beams. This may be a dream. How real it seems. A trick or obsession? The sweet silence remains in my possession. A vivid blue paints the sky. A young night comes alive. Candle is lit. It flickers in my presence. Harsh winds blow, grasped by a vengeance. My life? An end with a harsh blow? No, that won't occur. The Earth stands alone, I am protected by her.People Change
Things arent what they used to beCan you see what I see?
Why can't you understand
And realize where I stand?
I'm puzzled and confused
I don't want to be the one you accuse
Your enigma of words are strange
Why do you have to change?
It's not too late
Though there's nothing I can relate
There's nothing I can say
You don't seem to comprehend me anymore anyway
We just don't connect
This all seems to be wrecked
I don't really know why
People can change right before your eyes.
I am Awake
Are you awake?I am awake
Can you feel?
I can feel
Can you hear?
I can hear
The voices mumbling below us and among us
Do you hear me?
Is it a dream?
Is this life a dream?
It's a party
It's all a party.
You are wasted
We are all wasted
In our odd, deranged minds.
Thinking of options
Cautions
Safety
Reality...
Is it true?
No, I believe you.
You're crazy.
What are you thinking?
You don't think, you feel, you sense my presence
Your mind is wasted.
You are wasted.
You deserve what you receive.
You fell into the ice cold pool. That was your dream.
What do you need? You need to succeed.
Girl in the Shadows
Beyond the shadows, there is a girlHiding in the dark
Waiting for her feelings to unfurl
Too afraid to remark
Frightened by those residing by her
Fearful of the replies
She's waiting for something good to occur.
She just wants to close her eyes
People say she's just too shy
Some say she's weird
Shes overhears it and cries.
How saddened she appeared
She's never good enough
To be anyone's friend
She's trying to be tough
Hoping to pretend.
Frightened Within My Dreams
A quiet sound caresses my ears as the glass bottles break beside me. Who am I? Dreams can become real in the midst of the night. I am soon brought to such fright, an anger so fierce, a cry so shrill that I awaken from horror. Why am I here? In a place filled with ghastly images and sounds, penetrating down my chilling spine, a noise of terror that mocks me from behind. A dream? no, not a dream, a nightmare. Treading through the depths down by the doorway which violently swings open. To my face they cry things and I stare silently into the moonlit sky and wonder again, why am I here? In such a place of dread, a sudden silence commences. I sit patiently awaiting for it to suffuse into my head...A screech as my nails dig into the floor, releasing my inner thoughts to my connection. I am alone, what can I do? What further terror shall await me? Heavily breathing and troubled soul, I still wander into the blue vision of the night still far too young for awakening. A crimson shadow I observe to my notice. I follow and begin to quietly drift away.Jamaican Sunrise
Hot beach, palm trees. Swaying in the breeze. Children swim throughout crystal blue waters, pure and clear. They leave and become insane, we're all insane. Let the truth be told, and known to all. Wandering into a field of dreams. Sun of gold and gusty breeze. Fading smiles are waiting for me somewhere least expected. Somewhere cold and eerie. The chills that run down my spine, my face yet a pale shade. Sun beats down on my back. Flashes of memories are obtained. Thoughts and promises, bittersweet. Times of my childhood saturate my mind. Only lost remnants of my past. Gone by too soon, just too fast. Reminiscing. Ocean waves crash and collide. The sound of birds fills the air. The screeching of shrill cries resonate throughout my ears. The jagged sand lies near, just below my fingertips. The salty water remains on my lips. Rain falls from the sky, and just drips.A Forgotten Glance
Put into a trance, I need no further moments to look upon the glance. The wolves howl to the pale moon, sleeping upon the stars. I whisper faintly, no one can hear me. I make a quiet sound. You call upon me, yet I make no sound. Resonating crashes, you swallow me in spiteful lies. Dancing with myself. You haven't heard the harmless cries of my youth. Leading myself to a dangerous place. The forewarning empties my heart, as I plant the innocent seed. You cry unto me, but deserted as I still remain. Discarded like a rusty nail thrown into the pail. Like a weeping cry of the enemy, I stay to ponder these moments. Neglected beyond my years, and shedding all of my tears. You have given in to all of your fears. I still stand here, in mourning, for another chance, to be put into my forgotten glance, a young world that still awaits me.Me, and No One Else
Your words are unkindThey burn me inside
They have kept me behind
You'll never know how many times I've cried
They have always burdened me
An obstacle I cannot fight
I just want to be set free
Just brought into the light
Control over me is what you don't have now
I've been through many years of grief
Your direction is what I won't allow
Though you look at me in disbelief
Independent and alone
Is how I want to succeed
I just want to make it known
That I'm not one for greed
I am set free and on my own
From now until my dying day
In what I want, into someone I have grown,
Now you will have to pay
Was it ever like this in your youth?
Were you ever the one to blame?
Just be someone to tell me the truth
It's the name that you have acclaimed.
Indigo Mist
I saw the hazea purple cloud of smoke
I was amazed
So obscure, I could have choked
The rain poured
while the mist remained
It was ignored
It was a matter that was unexplained
I could see it
Could other people as well?
It was hard to admit
No way for me to impel
The mist lingered around
Unanswered questions seemed bizarre
It hovered over the ground
It traveled closer from afar
I was captured in its place
Smothered with its smoke
I could not see the face
It was covered with a cloak
I then awakened
From a surreal dream
I had been mistaken
For how real it did seem.
Twisted Lies
Your twisted lies are seeping into the cracks of a deadly friendship.One where my thoughts mean nothing to you or anyone else.
In a world of pure assumption and guilt.
But for what?
Only to try and make you pleased.
Where truth is naked in the eye of one who seeks nothing from me.
Where nothing you say or do can set me free.
Where my heart is broken because of the bitter cruelty.
When accomplishment is but mere negligence in your eyes.
Only a speck of agonization.
Only a fragment of consent.
Just a trace of consideration for me.
When lies that are told can damage my heart so easily, so painfully.
And I'm the only one who can really see.
The Sky Rains My Tears
The sky rains my tearsOf sorrow and woe
It has conquered my fears
And the the grief will flow
Raindrops will descend
Countless in amounts
On no one I can depend
Too few to count
The ground is soaked
With my weeping cries
I was left, provoked
Deceived by the dreadful lies
You cannot pretend
The truth is out
No way to defend
No way to doubt
I am neglected
Just put to shame
I must be rejected
I was always the blame.
Misunderstood
Mourning over my broken heartGrieving over my trampled-on soul,
You have pulled me apart
I never feel consoled
Yet, no one cares about how I feel
No one knows what I expect,
I can't believe that this is real
I am the one that you neglect
Be honest and tell me how it should be
While I stand in a place with no light,
All I ask is that you set my burdened soul free
Just so everything can be alright
Do you understand what I need?
Do you just not comprehend?
Once you do, we can proceed
My broken heart, only you can mend
We cannot duplicate what we had before
Though I really wish we could,
How I feel is lied to and ignored
So full of confusion, so misunderstood.
Going For Death
My wrists are slitblood is trickling down my hands
I'm crying a bit
No one seems to understand
Another slice with the blade and my blood will coldly run
Only for the pain to extend
I think to myself "Don't worry, you're almost done"
While I wait for my life to slowly end.
Nothing is working
I'm not even feeling faint
Underneath, the danger is lurking
In the risk there is no restraint
So another slit is put into my flesh
This time throbbing even more
Then, to myself I begin to thresh
Leaving my body unbearably sore
Through the tunnel, I can see the light
My senses are now gone
Now I know I will win the fight
I am about to be withdrawn.
Love Song
One day you'll come to find that love is what you needWhen others are full of greed
You'll learn to know that love is strong
And it is never, ever wrong
When love is the biggest part of you
You'll realize that it is true
And never hurting
It's non deserting
When you are in love
In everything it is above
Don't rush it now
You will soon understand how
A World of Ignorance
I gaze at the cloudsThe center of my dreamed of world
No one is around
My thoughts become unfurled
I hear the waves
Blowing upon the jagged sand
Below the many eerie caves
This is where I stand
I see the birds fly through the air
I am still lying on the grass
Almost completely unaware
Like the time that will surpass
I cry puddles of tears
That I have swam in day by day
Only to secure myself into many fears
There isn't any other way.
I watch the flowers sway through the breeze
The roses that occasionally lose petals
This is all that puts me at ease
All that it takes to settle.
The Sun
He was the sun.The sun in my sky filled with dreams,
My sky permeated with hope.
The sky in which the clouds overlooked paradise.
My paradise, which no one else could dominate but myself.
The sun was doused with my tears of pain, as it could shine no more.
The sun was gone, never to come again.
It was dimmed by impure hands, my hands.
It was my guilt that made the sun depart.
Everything I know lies within my soul, my withering soul.
Who will surpass my sun?
Perhaps no one will ever touch my sun like I have.
No one will ever love the sun as I did.
No one will ever know the sun as I did, for it was the sun that was treasured by me, until it shone no more.
The Moon
The moon is bright, emitting white, pearly beamsThough it is not as pretty as it may seem
The moon has a dark side, as do many things
A side of hate, a sorrowful song it sings.
Eclipsed by the bright sun, it shines at night
Though it is not meant to bring fright
It only shows the good side of it
Never the bad things does it emit.
Everyone is their own type of moon
Though to know it may seem too soon,
You have a dark and bright side
There is always a place that you can hide.
The moon is mysterious,
and some people are imperious
It is all the same,
People can be put to shame.
Death
What is death like?I want to know, does it hurt?
Is it a hike?
Are you alert?
When you die, does your soul die too?
Do you feel any pain?
Is that the way people remember you?
Can anyone explain?
Are you strong inside?
Do you have a friend?
In whom can you confide?
Do you have the strength?
Is anyone there?
Who can you trust?
Would they leave you anywhere?
In pure disgust?
Is it the thought of leaving that makes you sad?
Is it the pain that will suffuse?
Are the people here just too mad?
Is it something you can't refuse?
Was it your fault that you had to go?
Or was it just through time?
Was your life so filled with sorrow?
More than anyone could ever know?
Was it pain that let you die so no1 would be distressed?
Was it luv that kept u alive so people would have hope?
Did you want to die or did you try your best?
You're gone now, we're trying to cope
You've climbed your rope.
Now you've been put to rest.
Very Random Old English Style Poem
One is a flower of thy youth,A blossom yearning to grow
And in telling the truth,
Yet I have these seeds to sow
Live as one shall live,
Dying in the flower of thy youth?
What shall I give?
The soul grows weary when uncouth
I shall feel the harsh winds of earth upon my bare skin
Desolation has come upon myself
I see the lights grow dim
There I shall not dwell
As the tree grows elder
Thou shall become weak,
Fear not, what comes is better
For those who come to seek.
Losing Touch
You and me.We were better than anyone could be
Always laughs and smiles,
We always went the extra mile,
We shared the same feelings,
It didn't matter what we were dealing with
You were always there for me,
I thought you could really see
It ended so fast
So many days passed
I cried and wondered why
Where had the days gone with you and I?
Where is the happy tears we cried?
Where is the happiness and warmth inside?
My pain still subsides,
It is still hurting me though I try to hide
Those days seem to be foregone,
Now I want to be withdrawn
From life and from society
My heart is broken because you hurt me.
Smiling Through Pain
Dying is my soulTired and weary am I,
Older I will grow,
Only through time
Waiting is my heart
For someone I can trust
It will be a new start
While dreams are buried in the dust
Holding on for tomorrow
Waiting for the end of today
When I cry from bitter sorrow
No one will yearn to stay
Crying for my reason
Perplexion will pervade
It's harder through each season
Promises were barely made
Yet, I smile through this pain
Life is not to fritter away
If grieving, what have I to gain?
Smile, there is still time today.
Wish You Were Here
Do you know that I miss you?Do you even care?
Without you here, I'm so blue
I can't go on without you, anywhere.
I miss the times when we were together
We would always laugh and smile
I thought we would be together forever
Maybe you're just gone for a while
Do you know how I feel?
Can you tell a smile from a frown?
Without you how can I deal?
I always thought you'd be around
I wish you were here
I'm without you all the time
You would always bring me cheer
I thought everything would be fine
I guess I was wrong
You won't be back again
I'm trying to be strong
I wish times were like back then.
**Wish You Were Here**
Life
Life is short,so enjoy it while you can;
if someone needs you
lend them a helping hand
What will happen next is what you may never know
with words today unsaid;
what were dreams today may be gone tomorrow
while you're lying there, and your soul is dead,
What you do today you may regret
people may criticize;
but no matter what, you musn't forget
theres a lot more left to life
You may mention something and just forget
not realizing what you did
but you really don't have to wait for it
do it while you're still a kid
Then one day you'll realize
that time has slipped away
and this may be a big surprise
do things while you have your days.
Hate
Hate is a strong wordan expression of disgust
you can say it if you want to
you can say it if you must
Hate is anger in only words and feeling
the pain held inside
it doesn't matter with whom you're dealing
you can't run and hide
Hate. No love involved.
We won't stop
Until this problem is solved
The only way to solve it, is to love
Hate. What good will it do
When your enemies are always after you?
Screaming for help, but no one will come
It is hate that has taken over them, not the love
Hate. This is the last stage
Hopefully everyone will come of age
If all this hate in the world is fate,
We should strive for ceasing, before it's too late.
Failing to Succeed
I don't know why I even bother to trywhen everything i do is wrong
all i wanna do is cry
thats why im writing this song
I dont know what you're expecting of me
i want to succeed
i just wanna get away from here
this is too painful to believe
i just sit here
isolating myself, thinking
while my eyes are stained red
from crying; i think im sinking
it just keeps getting harder
i dont think i can keep up
striving to achieve things
no ones ever satisfied enough
i keep on going
until i finally give in
that will be the day
i wont go through it ever again.
What is Love?
What is love?nothing but an obsession
love is a feeling
without any aggression
it is in the people you meet
it is the way you feel
it is in the person you adore
you can feel the heat
you're burning up
with intense fire;
you can't escape
this passionate desire
no matter how you try
you need more and more
you try to fool yourself,
but you can't lie
you need love to live life
until the day you die.
Save Me
Your words are a barrier of success,your cruelty eats through my heart;
Dreams made long ago are gone,
everything you do pulls me apart
The harshness of your voice makes me shiver,
my soul cries for leaving;
Take me away from this place,
inside I’m bleeding
I scream for capture,
yet you don’t let me escape;
I struggle to depart on my own,
but you’re still awake
My dreams were shattered by your merciless choices,
nowhere to ever run or hide;
I always have to keep,
all my feelings locked up inside
I run through the darkness ,
leaving bitter memories behind;
I shout for someone to hear me,
though I will be hard to find
No one can see me,
I stand detached from humanity;
Everyone has left me,
save me from my insanity.
Without You
Sometimes i think to myselfwhat would it be like?
without you in my life
how could this be?
why are you doing this to me?
leing me all alone
if u leave me now,
i kno u wont cum bak
i just kno 1 thing...
please dont go
just dont leave me here
i need you in my life
but no matter how hard i try
u will not understand
the pain i feel inside
its eating up my heart
its a painful ride
and i dont think i could live
without u in my life
Pain
I sit at home,tears meandering down my pale cheeks constantly
My heart has died
from all the pain i keep inside
you will never understand,
i did so much for you, yet you turn away,
not eaven eager to stay,
i just want you to leave
everything i gave you means nothing now,
but what do you care?
you don't, you never did and you never will.
My soul is yearning for leaving,
leaving this horrid place of tear-filled sorrow,
but there is no where else to go.
no where left to turn
no one left to run to.
i am on my own. All alone.
If You Only Cared
i wander aimlesslythru the darkened depths of my soul
searching for someone,
someone i can hold
theres no one in this world who cares
about anything i say,
who could manage to hate a person in this way?
its the same old same shit everyday,
i'm wasting my life away
then i begin to pray
for a miracle today.